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Jul. 2nd, 2005 12:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
progOn some nights I am harassed by "boogeymen", which is what I call obsessively morbid thoughts that insinuate themselves on my conscious mind while I'm in bed but not quite asleep. Since I am operating at a low runlevel, I don't have much control over them, and generally have to let them batter me until I finally shut down.
Their default setting is concerns about death, but very lately it's been worries that I'll never finish the Volity beta, that my team will dissolve, that the business can't possibly work.
I think that's pretty good.
(Yes, I have been coding for >2 days straight... and it's still not ready for checkin... eeargh. Why do I think that everything is so much simpler than it actually is?)
Their default setting is concerns about death, but very lately it's been worries that I'll never finish the Volity beta, that my team will dissolve, that the business can't possibly work.
I think that's pretty good.
(Yes, I have been coding for >2 days straight... and it's still not ready for checkin... eeargh. Why do I think that everything is so much simpler than it actually is?)