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I had a strange sort of sex dream last night, in that it had no sex in it, but rather focused on navigating the emotional aftermath many days after I had a fling with someone. Basically, I was just having a conversation with the person at some neutral location. We were ironing things out. It was so convincing that when I woke up my first thought was "Ah, so I just dreamed about this conversation that I will inevitably need to have in real life soon." Awake, I felt bad that I was putting things off, and worried about what I'd actually do. As full-on waking context finally asserted itself, I experienced both relief and disappointment. The end.

(As I reread this I can name things in my life that I'm putting off and which may be causing trouble to others, though they have nothing to do with sex. (Or Volity.) It'd be vaguely hilarious if those were the anxieties that got recast into that context, by my subconscious.)

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[dictator555.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but they show up on top on my friends page, like sprinkles on ice cream. And it's really all about be, dude. Plus, they're bright. They stand out. Even if they were on the bottom, I'd still read them first. It's like reading the back of a book before you buy it.