prog: (Default)
I think this is everything but it wouldn't surprise me to learn that I'm leaving something out.

I am a Strange Loop: Borrowed from Zarf. Quite thought-provoking. I find myself reflecting often on the metaphors of mind that Hofstadter presents (and then tells nigh-innumerable parables about). That said, I stopped reading it after I bought...

Spook Country: Purchased at a signing event at the Brattle. I like it, but like all of Gibson's recent stuff it's not very grabby. On my recent train ride to Jersey I re-read the most recent 50 pages or so to re-contextualize since my last stopping point, and I barely remembered any of it. My reading this actually interleaves with...

Imajica: The first of two novels I bought at the Big Chicken Barn while vacationing in Maine last month. Probably I should have read this when I was 16, but some of my friends had been bringing it up in recent conversation, so what the hell. I was all right with it until about halfway through, when it starts to become clear that the only female character (who, because this is a Clive Barker novel, represents all of womanhood) is actually as much of a weak-willed twit as she seems. Seriously, I assumed that she was under a villainous enchantment, until the writing took turns that suggested otherwise. So I hang it up for a while, and that leads to...

Jhereg: The other Chicken Barn book, and another that I should have read as a teenager. I hadn't even heard of Brust until this decade, actually, and I think it was through [livejournal.com profile] tahnan or [livejournal.com profile] temvald slavering over him at a game night? Does that make sense? Anyway, started this today. Seven pages in. Hooked. We'll see. It's short, so if any other books wanna wedge into this one, they'd better act fast. (I borrowed some crazy Martin Gardner books from [livejournal.com profile] dougo the other day but they're just kinda hangin out right now.)
prog: (game industry)
Nintendo's "Check Mii Out" Wii channel is up for free download. I just dumped my BSG and American-politician Miis all over it, and they are now dancing amongst the 1,000,001 Chuck Norris/Darth Vader/Mr. T ones that others have already uploaded. The best of which are actually quite clever, and which I grabbed my own copies of. I laughed out loud at the ingenuity of the Robocop, Mr. Spock, Geordi La Forge and Some-Guy-With-a-Bear-Head ones.

Apparently, of my collection, my Bill Adama Mii has received the most "I like this" votes so far. It and my Laura Roslyn Mii are my two favorite creations. I think Laura is actually my personal favorite, but I can see any population of video gamers favoring ol' Bill. (In my version he is sporting his Flashback Mustache.)

If I knew how to link to my entries I would, but I'm guessing there's no easy way. Nintendo continues to favor the isolationist approach to online play. Meh!
prog: (Default)
[livejournal.com profile] doctor_atomic links to an hilarious SNL ad that illustrates the utterly lame approach that mainstream game publishers take when they try to market universally fun things to girls specifically.

[livejournal.com profile] jadelennox discusses a recent XKCD which is, as always, spot-on. (And makes me feel bad that I am invariably too lazy to bother reading the alt text. I'd suggest that the cartoonist needs to do something else with that message, but shoving it in alt text undeniably fits so fell with the strip's general attitude and audience.)
prog: (doggie)
Also, I would have forgiven Bee Movie for portraying its protagonist as a boy-bee if a scene revealed by its trailer were slightly different. The plot setup apparently involves the Jerry Seinfeld bee exploring the world beyond his hive because he manages to accompany a squadron of soldier bees on an air sortie and then gets separated (just like the last 5,000 talking-animal pictures, including the one I just fell in love with, yes).

Now, if they made those soldier bees into lady-bees, that would (for some reason) allow me to overlook the film's other gender issues, but instead every bee seen in the trailer seems to be male, and you're gonna have every smarty-pants reviewer pointing this discrepancy out with at least as much relish as they applied to the udders in Barnyard.

Maybe there'll be an in-movie reveal that actually all the worker bees are female and they just happen to look and sound (and act?) like dudes when anthropomorphized. But really when you think about it too much it's hard to keep caring.

I predict I'll still end up seeing this movie in one form or another anyway, coz the jokes in the trailer are actually pretty funny, and Seinfeld's delivery doesn't seem to suffer for coming out of the mouth of a cartoon bug. The "it's a disease, a horrible disease" line has cracked me up both times I've seen it.
prog: (jenna)
I am vaguely aware of what's going on lately in the church of my upbringing.

Can you imagine if, say, a woman was elected as a regional vice-president of a multinational corporation by that division's officers, and every other division in the company totally lost their shit over the mere fact that there was suddenly a woman among their ranks, enough to make global headlines? Maybe fifty years ago this would be unsurprising, but today everyone else would look at them awful funny, eh?

Making it slightly worse for me personally is that my own parents loudly side with the conservatives in all these issues, and want to tell me about how they've started attending services at some rogue don't want no faggots 'round here splinter-church and they feel just like the early Christians meeting in secret enclaves to escape persecution! So exciting!! I've tried to show them how childish their views are but there's not much point to it, so instead I just try to change the subject when it comes up.
prog: (Volity)
Andys and I went to a presentation last night about seeking angel funds. It was at MIT's Kresge Auditorim, and there was a 90-minute networking session scheduled in front of it. This was supposed to be in a big tent set up outside, but heavy rain moved it into the lobby, which therefore ended up packed with hundreds of people for the duration.

Ironically this made it kind of hard to start any conversations. Not counting meeting up with our friend J, I had only three: greeting a fellow I had met at last week's startup clinic, talking to some random friendly guy who was just there because he liked to talk to entrepreneurs, and then again with another guy trying to launch a company around a single board game. Well, you can imagine what my reaction to that was. Gave him a meaty follow-up pitch via email this morning... might follow up some more with a call later if I don't hear back.

Call it a practice run for Origins.

The presentation was pretty good, even a little entertaining. Had some lively moments. No major insights, but a enough take-aways to fill the backs of three of my new business cards (coz I neglected to bring a notebook).

Then the four of us retired to the Cambridge Common for beer and meat and nurdy chatter. Came home and went bed before 1, so exhausted was I.



At some point before all of this I managed to call slacker guy, and left voice mail. [livejournal.com profile] daerr correctly sez I gotta try earlier in the day. I hate it so much though... bleah.



You may have noticed that in my networking stories so far I have spoken only to men. It's happened to come out that way, even though there are always women at these events (though they always make up significantly less than half the crowd). I was just now thinking about how I felt an odd instant of repulsion every time I saw a lady entrepreneur walk past yesterday, just long enough for me to let her go. Why was this?

My first insight is that I instinctively wanted to avoid feeling like I was hitting on anyone! Even now that I'm thinking it through I have to admit it seems a little skeevy: sidling up, drink in hand, to one of these women, and while looming down with a big grin (for I am most likely gonna be several inches taller) saying "So tell me what you do, over there in, uh," at which point I overtly eye her chest in order to read the name and company off her tag.

I know it's foolish, though its heart be in the right place. I will attend my next networking session with this new bit of self-knowledge, and see what might happen differently. Surely I can find a way to act that creeps out neither party.

(It probably doesn't help that the presentation's panelists, men and women both, really liked to compare the entrepreneur/capital relationship to dating and marriage.)



Got up around 8am today (a feat I'll have to repeat tomorrow, except moreso) and spent the morning writing various businessy email and the afternoon and evening working on our store. This is the bit that will sell the inventory of partners' games that we have, all the Fluxx decks and such. Collected some good advice from friend and fellow entrepreneur Mr. Jivjiv and set up a merchant account with PayPal because it's very easy to do so. They accept lots of payment types, and their basic service has no setup, cancellation, or recurring fees. The commissions they extract from purchases is moderately high, but I think it's still a great place to start, and we can switch to something better when we find it.

It's not online yet... will be going up alongside all the other new webstuff I've been doodling with over the last couple of weeks as soon as someone else manages some bugfixes. (I've been saying that one a lot, haven't I. I'll press the issue over the weekend and will see what happens.)



Tomorrow meeting at the office at 8 and moving on to a local VC outfit to meet with VC guy. I'd be asleep now but I'm waiting for [livejournal.com profile] daerr to stop putting out other people's fires at his job so he can help me fix the damn projection spreadsheet that I messed up last month argh.

The presentation on Wednesday made me even more skeptical about the utility of this meeting, since I'm fairly positive that we don't want to come near any VC money and all the strings usually attached to it, just as I'm sure that we're asking far too little for any VC to think we're worth their time. But our asking figure was right there in the summary I mailed him. Assuming that he actually read it, maybe he has something else in mind? Well, we'll see very soon. Wish us the best!
prog: (coffee)
You know, I'm actually rather uncomfortable with the current popular usage among the Daily Show-watching set of using "[has] balls" and "[is a] pussy" as slang for possessing admirable bravado and contemptible cowardliness or passivity, respectively.

Since the people employing the phrase are the furthest thing from ripsnorting redstaters, I suppose that there's a sense of ironic fun to be had by stepping briefly into George Liquor's shoes for a moment, passing an indictment as one who believes that men primarily validate themselves by going in there and changing the world, and women do it by quietly submitting to authority.

It's a little shocking to hear it coming from you, and so we all laugh. But when I hear you say it over and over again, I do start to wonder.
prog: (Default)
I had a very detailed dream this morning. It actually came on the heels of what felt like an unsettling nightmare; I was on a bus or tram, and fidgeting that I had forgotten something important. But then the vehicle stopped and I found a good friend of mine waiting to greet me, and the whole tone shifted.

I think I was visiting her, and had not seen her in a long time. We were close enough pals that I wasn't shy about touching her (my way of greeting her was to muss up her short dark hair), and yet we had somehow fallen completely out of touch. While taking me to her home, she started to talk about her young child, and I was caught off guard, not realizing that she even had one. For some reason, I chose to fake it and act as if it were no surprise. When we arrived at her house I got to meet the child, whose name was Robin: a healthy, precocious toddler wearing overalls and short blond hair.

The thing has has me remember the dream was that my friend, as a single parent, had decided to raise the kid as androgynously as she could. Besides the ambiguous name and way that she dressed the child, she had taught Robin to answer the question "Are you a boy or a girl?" by saying "Relax!" In other words: it's not really important that you to know, so don't worry about it. Invariably the questioner, confused, would ask again, and the kid would repeat, emphatically: "Re... lax!" Smiling the whole time.

I was really bothered by this last detail, thinking my friend was taking a legitimate philosophy and applying it with very poor judgment by using her pre-sentient kiddo as a mouthpiece, but couldn't work up the gumption to say anything to her face about it. Instead I resolved to write about it in my LJ once I got back home. I remember thinking that I might want to refer to Robin as "he", and when my friend would object to this, I'd counter that Robin must be a boy "because boys have short hair," knowing that my friend (a through-and-through female who identified as such) had a boyish haircut. This may sound kind of acid but we were actually close enough friends that she'd take it the way I'd intend it. However that may have been; I'm not really sure, writing this now. I don't think I was quite myself in this dream. I found it very interesting anyway.

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